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Syawal 2009

my tears just wont stop flowing from this pain that I feel in my heart. and i ask myself why is it so difficult to move on and start all over again

what happened to that feeling of elation and excitement when you get another chance

and only to be replaced by memories of a broken heart

and to feel the ache so badly that nothing seems to matter anymore

and to close a chapter in my life that meant so much to me but was not meant to be

and to slowly tuck my hopes and wishes away

and to meet the start of every new day on my own

and to feel this emptiness in my heart

and to accept that maybe God has another plan for me

and to be thankful that love has once came and visited me...........

Ramadhan 2009 - merapu volume 2

Time time macam ni baru lah teringat kat arwah atuk dan nenek.

Meriahnya masa dia orang ada

Nenek masak lontong, ayam kicap, lodeh , sambal kacang

kuih raya tak yah cerita la ..bertin tin kat dapur, semua home made.

at least sekali mesti buka puasa kat rumah nenek

ada bubur som som , bubur pulut hitam , kuih kaswi

rindu nya kat nenek...

atuk mesti sibuk beli mercun la bunga api la , air oren la

rindu nya kat atuk...

kita nanti bila dah tak ada .... ada ke cucu nak ingat kat kita?

eh kita ni ada cucu ke ?

merapu vol 1

kenapa selama ni tak de orang cerita jadi boss ni banyak cabaran dan tanggung jawab nye

yang orang tak nampak

tak dengar

tak ambil tahu

tak akan faham

dan yang betul betul sayang kat kita je yang akan sabar dan setia

itu pun ada tarikh lupus

boleh tak benda benda macam ni di ajar dalam kelas

matapelajaran - aplikasi kemahiran hidup

1. camana nak baca ribut kencang daripada bos

2. camana nak abdikan diri kepada kepentingan diri sendiri

3. camana jangan lupa ada yang lebih penting dalam hidup ni selain daripada cari duit

3 days to opening...

what a horibble feeling to hurt your love ones

i would not have meant it and would do it without even knowing it

being the total self absorbed person that i am

and without knowing it

some one somewhere out there will get hurt

why should it matter?

'because love works in the most strangest way'.. i was told

giving up and ignoring it would be the easiest way out

but i have been around long enough to know that

that is not what i want

but i want to know that this is worth my time

after all the sacrifice and effort

and if i dont...

then it will be the

end of life ....

He's just not that into you...

read the book ..saw the movie...

the question is now...

if i am suppose to learn something out of this... that man in general is just not that into me when they really dont give a shit

then



why do i even bother..really

hmmm..

who gives a fuck! get a life and move on.

so many things to do so little time

the clock is ticking and work is pouring in

not that I am complaining....

its just that there is so much expectation

but somehow I know I can

god give me the strength to do this and the wisdom and patience to get through this

Biduk Berlalu KiambangBertaut

I was in Singapore for the Wedding Diaries Tradeshow for the passed 5 days..God it was tough. We were given 1 million target but it was just not happening as the traffic was just not there.

Thank god we had contingency plans and majority of our customers signed on the spot.... and Mr Loke who signed 1 hour before the event closed was the grand prize winner - 8 D 7N at the Thistle Kensington Garden , London....talk about luck! Howcome I never win during any lucky draw... apa punya luck la.

Anyway , topic for the week was just about my team, who were there for me during this hard and very stressful time. I was worried sick about how my team will do at the tradeshow and how my team in JB doing the corporate rate structure. So much to do so little time.

Thank you boss and girls, I would not have survived on my own. I think my Kiambang Semakin Bertaut and insyallah I will work very hard to make sure it stays that way. I got this kiasan from a friend in his fb.

Next in the pipeline is my trip to KL and then to Hong Kong, China and Taiwan.

Cannot wait until Sunday!

p/s ok still working on my picture in my hp...