baby steps

woke up with an empty feeling in my heart

must have lied in bed staring at the ceiling trying to arrange my thoughts

how do i get through today without any tears and casualties

how long can i pretend that it will be ok

and eventually it really will be ok

baby steps

lick my wounds

and take baby steps

mulu

Syawal 2009

my tears just wont stop flowing from this pain that I feel in my heart. and i ask myself why is it so difficult to move on and start all over again

what happened to that feeling of elation and excitement when you get another chance

and only to be replaced by memories of a broken heart

and to feel the ache so badly that nothing seems to matter anymore

and to close a chapter in my life that meant so much to me but was not meant to be

and to slowly tuck my hopes and wishes away

and to meet the start of every new day on my own

and to feel this emptiness in my heart

and to accept that maybe God has another plan for me

and to be thankful that love has once came and visited me...........