today my emotion when on a roller coaster ride...anxiety in the morning , stressed by a client..... by 10am i felt anguish ...coming out of my GM's office...by 12noon I was jumping with joy...and super proud that my hard work for the pass 4 years has paid off....by 1pm , i was absolutely in love...at 3pm i had tears in my eyes and by 4pm ...i am so drained out , i am numb...thank god I had friends and we had dinner at Centro and I was laughing my heart out while singing to " when doves cry " .
Drove home with a smile on my face..thanks desy and meng li.. you guys are fabs.
Monday, April 28, 2008
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Meg Ryan and Andy Garcia
someone close to my heart just told me about the love of his life and how much he loves her and his fear of not having her in his life anymore.
they say true love never dies... i think so too.and i truly admire and wish him with all sincerity that things will get better.
I remembered watching a movie... When a Man Loves a Women, Meg Ryan and Andy Garcia ( 1994)....
they say true love never dies... i think so too.and i truly admire and wish him with all sincerity that things will get better.
I remembered watching a movie... When a Man Loves a Women, Meg Ryan and Andy Garcia ( 1994)....
Gendongan kain batik jawa
today we went shopping for my soon to be born nephew. my only question is , how can something so small can have stuff more expansive than me?
i saw this awesome stroller..kira macam Ferrari of all stroller la, got car seat cum stroller can go jogging with the parents....ala Hollywood style la konon. but the price...eeeerr.... my monthly car payment pun tak sampai banyak tu.
so we ended up buying this blue car seat and a separate stroller. itu belum lagi the baby carrier yang I bought as a prezzie for him. spoil habis dah my nephew ni. it took me one whole hour to try 4 different baby carrier. got straps and special cushion and compartments and safety features and special straps for the parents' back so that they won't get injured....memacamla...basically orang Jawa pangil "gendongan kain batik jawa" the modern version.
and then there is this baby bath and then a baby bedding accessories and a baby mittens and baby boots ( baby wear boots? )and baby comforter and baby bassinet and baby suite ( oh this one is so comel?) and baby pillow and the list never ends.
best best...tak sabar nak try my gendongan and go for a walk with him...ha ha ha ..on the treadmill maybe..ha ha ha
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
my silver lining in my dark clouds
today was just one of those days that you feel like shite!
its my first day of period and the pain and migraine was just so frekkingly bad that i 'd rather do a thousand morning briefings with my boss ..eeerrr maybe not la. lately morning briefings with my boss can cause permanent brain damage if not malfunction of the bowel. to add on to that we have move office and are now in a very open space with other departments...where temper flares every nano second due to the fact that our Pak Besar is right in front of us and pressure is mounting for moreeeeee business.
Word of the month from Pak Besar is " someone has to step up to the role and lead bla bla bla" ...ramailah someones yang nak menjadi leader sekarang. don't they know your can only lead when you have earned the respect of your team? or am i wrong? maybe jack welch did not need to be respected to lead ya?
The Fantastic 4 pulak tu are all having pms so that that dragged the mood to an even lower level..oh by the way...we had an episode last 2 weeks but i am not going into that because its just way too sensitive to mentioned it here.surfice to say that professionalism has a totally new meaning now. it did not help that pak besar heard about it and felt compelled to give us and boss a pep talk. "diri ini ku rasakan seperti kecil " was what it was like listening to pak besar's speech.
my love life is as scary and as confusing as ever. nope no comments there folks.matters of the heart is one thing that i will take with me to the grave.
thank god there's is home to go back to. times like this my disfunctional family does not seem so bad after all. they can sometimes be my silver lining in my dark clouds.
its my first day of period and the pain and migraine was just so frekkingly bad that i 'd rather do a thousand morning briefings with my boss ..eeerrr maybe not la. lately morning briefings with my boss can cause permanent brain damage if not malfunction of the bowel. to add on to that we have move office and are now in a very open space with other departments...where temper flares every nano second due to the fact that our Pak Besar is right in front of us and pressure is mounting for moreeeeee business.
Word of the month from Pak Besar is " someone has to step up to the role and lead bla bla bla" ...ramailah someones yang nak menjadi leader sekarang. don't they know your can only lead when you have earned the respect of your team? or am i wrong? maybe jack welch did not need to be respected to lead ya?
The Fantastic 4 pulak tu are all having pms so that that dragged the mood to an even lower level..oh by the way...we had an episode last 2 weeks but i am not going into that because its just way too sensitive to mentioned it here.surfice to say that professionalism has a totally new meaning now. it did not help that pak besar heard about it and felt compelled to give us and boss a pep talk. "diri ini ku rasakan seperti kecil " was what it was like listening to pak besar's speech.
my love life is as scary and as confusing as ever. nope no comments there folks.matters of the heart is one thing that i will take with me to the grave.
thank god there's is home to go back to. times like this my disfunctional family does not seem so bad after all. they can sometimes be my silver lining in my dark clouds.
Sunday, April 20, 2008
pre kerteh trip
this is my 3rd trip to kerteh. the usual stuff lah...but this trip amat menguji kesabaran i. tuhan je yang tahu.
1. prepare proposal and submit to boss why i must/need/have to go
2. proposal rejected buat balik... kurang menyengat sebab sebab kenapa nak buang duit hantar i pi gannu... pak besar not convince. ye lah I buat balik. sabaaaaar
3. proposal approved after a lot of tweeking , one week to prepare..hmmm thank u la boss. kalang kabut la nak book hotel, rent a car, confirm appointments with the secretaries, prepare agenda.... why la boss. sabaaaaar lagi
3.a had to break the news to my best friend that i had to go to gannu and she wont see me for 1 week. by the time i am back in KL she is already leaving.... sabar je la. kerja nak buat camana kan. thank god she is cool. thats why she is my one and only best friend in de world.
4. of all the good news my boss nak bagi tahu " Good news we move office one week earlier. clear your stuff before you leave to kerteh! " which part is the good news pun I tak tahu la kan.
5. go home at 10pm and pack my bag for 1 week in kerteh n gebeng
6. sleep and get up by 5.30 so that i can check in my bags at KLSentral by 7. flight at 9am. of course my driver had to still be sleeping at 6.30am.....kena tunggu la pulak , sabaaaaaar.
7. " sorry dik, we cannot check in your lugguage because it less than 2 hours to flight. its already too late" said the guy at the counter.
8. "but..but...it is 7.05 am because of the freking slow service i am late and i was only behind 10 other persons before i got to you!!!!" said I.
9. "no u have to take your bag with you on the train and check it at the airport"
10. hmmm not a great start .... sabaaaarrrrrrrr.
Tuhan je yang tahu. kesabaran tahap gaban ni. anybody step on my feet that day will see blood i tell you!!!!!
1. prepare proposal and submit to boss why i must/need/have to go
2. proposal rejected buat balik... kurang menyengat sebab sebab kenapa nak buang duit hantar i pi gannu... pak besar not convince. ye lah I buat balik. sabaaaaar
3. proposal approved after a lot of tweeking , one week to prepare..hmmm thank u la boss. kalang kabut la nak book hotel, rent a car, confirm appointments with the secretaries, prepare agenda.... why la boss. sabaaaaar lagi
3.a had to break the news to my best friend that i had to go to gannu and she wont see me for 1 week. by the time i am back in KL she is already leaving.... sabar je la. kerja nak buat camana kan. thank god she is cool. thats why she is my one and only best friend in de world.
4. of all the good news my boss nak bagi tahu " Good news we move office one week earlier. clear your stuff before you leave to kerteh! " which part is the good news pun I tak tahu la kan.
5. go home at 10pm and pack my bag for 1 week in kerteh n gebeng
6. sleep and get up by 5.30 so that i can check in my bags at KLSentral by 7. flight at 9am. of course my driver had to still be sleeping at 6.30am.....kena tunggu la pulak , sabaaaaaar.
7. " sorry dik, we cannot check in your lugguage because it less than 2 hours to flight. its already too late" said the guy at the counter.
8. "but..but...it is 7.05 am because of the freking slow service i am late and i was only behind 10 other persons before i got to you!!!!" said I.
9. "no u have to take your bag with you on the train and check it at the airport"
10. hmmm not a great start .... sabaaaarrrrrrrr.
Tuhan je yang tahu. kesabaran tahap gaban ni. anybody step on my feet that day will see blood i tell you!!!!!
good bye dear
just sent psyche off last night...can't wait to see her again in July.
anyway...i drove to klia by myself and since it was rather late and I am feeling kinda "akademi fantasiaish' so I started singing .... along to jac ( jac victor that is). Nyanyi punye nyanyi..terus sampai Nilai.
"what the?"
It took me another 30 minutes just to get to the next exit to do a u turn. i got an instant migraine just trying to get to that exit. jauh babe! tunggu doktor kat klinik awam pun lagi cepat sebelum you nampak the next exit in Nilai.
sabaaaaar je la. what makes it even worst psyche's dad drives at 40km/hour.... i drive at at least 100km/hour...do the math la siapa sampai dulu. kalau her dad drive, kalau you nak mati ...memang dah boleh mati kaku sebelum sampai hospital. tapi kali ni dia ada rasa macam lewis hamilton la sikit kan. tak pe kasi can.
tu lah cerita i this week end. next entry is all about my trip to kerteh and gebeng.
p/s minta ampun uncle. did not mean to talk about you.
anyway...i drove to klia by myself and since it was rather late and I am feeling kinda "akademi fantasiaish' so I started singing .... along to jac ( jac victor that is). Nyanyi punye nyanyi..terus sampai Nilai.
"what the?"
It took me another 30 minutes just to get to the next exit to do a u turn. i got an instant migraine just trying to get to that exit. jauh babe! tunggu doktor kat klinik awam pun lagi cepat sebelum you nampak the next exit in Nilai.
sabaaaaar je la. what makes it even worst psyche's dad drives at 40km/hour.... i drive at at least 100km/hour...do the math la siapa sampai dulu. kalau her dad drive, kalau you nak mati ...memang dah boleh mati kaku sebelum sampai hospital. tapi kali ni dia ada rasa macam lewis hamilton la sikit kan. tak pe kasi can.
tu lah cerita i this week end. next entry is all about my trip to kerteh and gebeng.
p/s minta ampun uncle. did not mean to talk about you.
Sunday, April 6, 2008
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