strange how life comes to a full circle...
met a girlfriend last night and she confessed that she was in love with a married man, i smiled as she spoke to me
it was like watching a rerun of my life as I listen to all the stories and quotes
life can be so cruel at times but in the end it reveals itself
I fully understand the adrenaline , the void , the pain and the confusion she is going through
my girlfriend calls it "addictive pain".. so so so true..thats what it is
in the end we concur that a soul mate is born and cannot be mould nor build
either he has it or he hasn't
and there will only be one in your lifetime
only that one.....
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Monday, November 2, 2009
funny
funny how i ....
use to yearn so much to walk hand in hand, send love notes while you are working, giggle over your stupid jokes, get upset when you don't call...,
use to wish that i can just sit and enjoy the evening breeze, watch the sun go down, enjoy the sights and smell of pasar malam, shop for home stuff at ikea no matter how ridiculous the price is, choose cat food, cook for you and maybe even burnt my cooking, add my songs into your ipod, watch you shop until you drop....,
use to wish that every day i get to wake up beside you , touch your skin and smell your after shave....,
use to want be acknowledged that I exist in your life, that I have a place beside you, that I belong to you, that you have to mark your territory at every occasion..,
use to wish that i could just catch a movie with you no matter how late the time is....,
use to believe that nothing in this world could be so bad as long as you are with me...,
funny how the simplest things in life makes me sad wishing that it could have been our "kodak" moment
its not funny anymore.... just a slow sigh ... not even a giggle or a smile.
use to yearn so much to walk hand in hand, send love notes while you are working, giggle over your stupid jokes, get upset when you don't call...,
use to wish that i can just sit and enjoy the evening breeze, watch the sun go down, enjoy the sights and smell of pasar malam, shop for home stuff at ikea no matter how ridiculous the price is, choose cat food, cook for you and maybe even burnt my cooking, add my songs into your ipod, watch you shop until you drop....,
use to wish that every day i get to wake up beside you , touch your skin and smell your after shave....,
use to want be acknowledged that I exist in your life, that I have a place beside you, that I belong to you, that you have to mark your territory at every occasion..,
use to wish that i could just catch a movie with you no matter how late the time is....,
use to believe that nothing in this world could be so bad as long as you are with me...,
funny how the simplest things in life makes me sad wishing that it could have been our "kodak" moment
its not funny anymore.... just a slow sigh ... not even a giggle or a smile.
a glimmer of hope!
Ahhhhh
at last a glimmer of hope..
dare I celebrate this small achievement ?
after months of casualties
sweat and blood
saw the report from the revenue director today
oh god ..
thank god
there is a glimmer of hope
at least something in my life is going the right direction..
I cannot fail.
period.
at last a glimmer of hope..
dare I celebrate this small achievement ?
after months of casualties
sweat and blood
saw the report from the revenue director today
oh god ..
thank god
there is a glimmer of hope
at least something in my life is going the right direction..
I cannot fail.
period.
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