Lelaki Ini

23.13 pm, Monday 8 Oct 2007

Doing my work while listening to "Lelaki Ini"....by Anuar Zain. I have to say that he has come so far since his "Kain Pelikat" days.

Very few local singers really have enough strength and substance in their music to make me want to spend my hard earned money to buy their album..... M Nasir, Sudirman, Amy Search, the now defunct Innuendos.

I have to say that Anuar Zain has earned my respect though he may not be of the same league as the 'otais' but he will be there if he is resilient enough to make a life long career in this fickle minded industry.

I want to dedicate this song to my grandma. it does not matter that the lyrics dont fit.


Kasih kenangan ku
Ingat kah saat saat dulu
kasih apa kah diri mu
merasa kan semua itu
kemana pun langkah ku pergi
ku masih melihat bayangan cinta mu
dan kemana pun arah angin ku belari
hati ini masih kau miliki

lelaki yg selalu mencintai mu
selalu
tanpa ragu
lelaki ini yg selalu memuja mu
hanya diri mu
yg bertahta dalam sanubari ku
sanubari ku
aku yg mencinta kamu
hanya dirimu


its what i feel for my grandma.

Limerence

Have any of you ever experience an aching in the chest or stomach when the object of your desire is in your mind. I was reading the other day on Limerence.

I read somewhere that limerence can often be what is meant when one expresses "having a crush" on someone although limerence, unlike a crush, can last months, years or even a lifetime.

And I have been wondering.... would it be limerence when you fall in love again and again with the same person..several time in your lifetime?

Hawiah binti Superman

Giving an account of the texture and significance of the life of someone who has recently died is not my forte

And yet I felt compelled to do so for my grandma who had just passed away on 26 August 2007 at the age of 77. Its been 40 days exactly and I still cannot get over it.

I shall not bore anyone with a eulogy..let that be something that only i will know in my heart. i just want to say..I love you so much and I miss you this Aidil Fitri. It will never be the same without your home cook lontong, sambal kacang, sayur lodeh and ayam masak kicap.

Al-Fatihah.I love you with all my heart...always.