i feel

i feel like jacob knowing that bella will never ever chose him , but still habouring that hope that there may be an 'if'



i feel like seeing it with your third eye and knowing that it will not happen but still hanging on to it



i feel stupid and angry because i know and yet chose not to know



i feel anxious because i can't buy anymore time



i feel deep remorse because although it was a good lesson to learn but it was a costly one



i feel aggitated because i know its my own fault



i feel thankful that i was dumb and not a risk taker



i feel sad because i had to pay for my emotional default



i feel cheated by my need and desperation



i feel overwhelmed by how God reveals all that I need to know when its time