funny

funny how i ....

use to yearn so much to walk hand in hand, send love notes while you are working, giggle over your stupid jokes, get upset when you don't call...,

use to wish that i can just sit and enjoy the evening breeze, watch the sun go down, enjoy the sights and smell of pasar malam, shop for home stuff at ikea no matter how ridiculous the price is, choose cat food, cook for you and maybe even burnt my cooking, add my songs into your ipod, watch you shop until you drop....,

use to wish that every day i get to wake up beside you , touch your skin and smell your after shave....,

use to want be acknowledged that I exist in your life, that I have a place beside you, that I belong to you, that you have to mark your territory at every occasion..,

use to wish that i could just catch a movie with you no matter how late the time is....,

use to believe that nothing in this world could be so bad as long as you are with me...,

funny how the simplest things in life makes me sad wishing that it could have been our "kodak" moment

its not funny anymore.... just a slow sigh ... not even a giggle or a smile.