thou shall not...

I was in a job interview today...for my own promotion.

Nothing is ever given to you here..you work hard for it, prove that you can do it then beg for it.

1. I had to prepare for it at the very last minute! i think god must have loved me and gave me a friend who offered help.... ok lah satu bala dah lepas

2. after reading about the expected competencies that a leader is evaluated upon...I just felt like running away and don't bother to apply for the position.... susah babe... you have to be a "super leader"

3. ok...so I had 2 most important people in my department and organisation to interview me ( people who can make or break my career)... one of them was so bored he yawned..arrrrrgh !!!!!

4. of course the other one lives and breath on the leadership competencies like its the 10 commandments ....

thou shall not be deemed fit to be a leader until thou fulfill all 9 commandments


I must have sinned during my other life to deserve this eternal career hell.

but on a positive note... that interview showed me what I want to be , where I want to go and how I will go about it. Whether its here or in another organisation , I will get there.

I just know it.

Funny how things turned out to be kan?.... my eternal career hell.