my silver lining in my dark clouds

today was just one of those days that you feel like shite!

its my first day of period and the pain and migraine was just so frekkingly bad that i 'd rather do a thousand morning briefings with my boss ..eeerrr maybe not la. lately morning briefings with my boss can cause permanent brain damage if not malfunction of the bowel. to add on to that we have move office and are now in a very open space with other departments...where temper flares every nano second due to the fact that our Pak Besar is right in front of us and pressure is mounting for moreeeeee business.

Word of the month from Pak Besar is " someone has to step up to the role and lead bla bla bla" ...ramailah someones yang nak menjadi leader sekarang. don't they know your can only lead when you have earned the respect of your team? or am i wrong? maybe jack welch did not need to be respected to lead ya?

The Fantastic 4 pulak tu are all having pms so that that dragged the mood to an even lower level..oh by the way...we had an episode last 2 weeks but i am not going into that because its just way too sensitive to mentioned it here.surfice to say that professionalism has a totally new meaning now. it did not help that pak besar heard about it and felt compelled to give us and boss a pep talk. "diri ini ku rasakan seperti kecil " was what it was like listening to pak besar's speech.

my love life is as scary and as confusing as ever. nope no comments there folks.matters of the heart is one thing that i will take with me to the grave.

thank god there's is home to go back to. times like this my disfunctional family does not seem so bad after all. they can sometimes be my silver lining in my dark clouds.