Today for the first time in my life I decided to come clean with myself and my mom. We had a heart to heart talk and I told her about my love life. I told her about the error of judgments that I have done and I asked for her forgiveness.
I knew I broke her heart.....but I also felt relief for letting it out. She was not happy but she understands.
My mom did not ask nor tried to do her 'CSI' on me and all she had to say was...
" Tuhan tu lebih tahu dan bila dia tunjuk maknanya dia bagi peluang untuk bertaubat"
Nobody goes through life without making mistakes along the way and thats how life is. I use to disagree with her about the simplest things in life and her silly opinions about what I do or what I wear.
but....i was wrong....
She was teaching me that with every thing that life brings to my doorstep , at the end of the day I have the ability to decide how to react and control my actions.
Today she understands that she has done her best to prepare me to face what ever challenges that I will face out there and to make the right choices for the right reasons.
I am making that choice...
2 comments:
Way to go Sister!
What the hell actually happened?
I think I need to come home more often lah...... darth_penndiouss
What la you....aiyah your sister got so many admirers ma. Dont know meh? What to do?
Unfortunately not all are sincere.
But I learn la.
wei come home and pick up your prezzies I got for you and Fiza from Oz Land
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