Terry Fox Run

Participated in the Terry Fox Run on the 4 November with the rest of the team..all 150 of us. Made so much noise we won the most loudest cheers for corporate sponsors. can do la....

I'm not much of a runner...but something inside me just wanted to do it for Sekido San.

Sekido we miss you.

Anyway Sekido San left us somewhere in June 2007 due to cancer. I met his lovely wife , May at the Terry fox Run and his 3 kids...i swear I saw sadness in my GM's eyes when he met those kids. I too cannot help but to have a slight lump in my throat when I saw them. I am but very lucky to have both my parents still.

I have to say they are really wonderful kids. You would be very proud of them. We love you Sekido.

oh my god my last entry was on 8th oct. Has it been that long? how often do we take a minute during the day and realize that we are just soooooooo sibuk and 24 jam sometimes tak cukup to get everything done...before tomorrow

macam mana my mom can do everything and still have a life? i tak boleh pun buat macam tu!

my standard daily routine
0600 wake up... meaning snooze for 30 minutes
0700 drive to work
0830 breakfast while working - must read yesterday's daily performance and today's arrival before i get questioned in the morning briefing
0900 work
1300 eat while working because I have to entertain my clients
1400 continue work
1700 start all my paper work
1900 still not finish yet because sometimes got meeting or training for 1 hour
2000 aiyoh my body tired oredi but still got work to do
2100 what was that i was reading??? read again
2200 prepare for tomorrow to do list- in case get more work from boss , need to prioritise because no matter how much work you have, boss's work is more important than yours.
2300 shit look at the time - gym pun dah tutup...balik je lah
0000 malas nye nak pergi kerja esok... konon nye pasang alarm pukul 5.30 ..tapi snooze 45 minute...
0005 eh i dah makan malam ke tadi? laaaa lupa nak makaaaan.

time to clear annual leave..hmmm

Lelaki Ini

23.13 pm, Monday 8 Oct 2007

Doing my work while listening to "Lelaki Ini"....by Anuar Zain. I have to say that he has come so far since his "Kain Pelikat" days.

Very few local singers really have enough strength and substance in their music to make me want to spend my hard earned money to buy their album..... M Nasir, Sudirman, Amy Search, the now defunct Innuendos.

I have to say that Anuar Zain has earned my respect though he may not be of the same league as the 'otais' but he will be there if he is resilient enough to make a life long career in this fickle minded industry.

I want to dedicate this song to my grandma. it does not matter that the lyrics dont fit.


Kasih kenangan ku
Ingat kah saat saat dulu
kasih apa kah diri mu
merasa kan semua itu
kemana pun langkah ku pergi
ku masih melihat bayangan cinta mu
dan kemana pun arah angin ku belari
hati ini masih kau miliki

lelaki yg selalu mencintai mu
selalu
tanpa ragu
lelaki ini yg selalu memuja mu
hanya diri mu
yg bertahta dalam sanubari ku
sanubari ku
aku yg mencinta kamu
hanya dirimu


its what i feel for my grandma.

Limerence

Have any of you ever experience an aching in the chest or stomach when the object of your desire is in your mind. I was reading the other day on Limerence.

I read somewhere that limerence can often be what is meant when one expresses "having a crush" on someone although limerence, unlike a crush, can last months, years or even a lifetime.

And I have been wondering.... would it be limerence when you fall in love again and again with the same person..several time in your lifetime?

Hawiah binti Superman

Giving an account of the texture and significance of the life of someone who has recently died is not my forte

And yet I felt compelled to do so for my grandma who had just passed away on 26 August 2007 at the age of 77. Its been 40 days exactly and I still cannot get over it.

I shall not bore anyone with a eulogy..let that be something that only i will know in my heart. i just want to say..I love you so much and I miss you this Aidil Fitri. It will never be the same without your home cook lontong, sambal kacang, sayur lodeh and ayam masak kicap.

Al-Fatihah.I love you with all my heart...always.

Hilton Millenium, Klongsan, Bangkok, Thailand 10600

Last week I attended 3 days training at The Hilton Millenium Bangkok with all the Hiltonions from other regions..Maldives, Colombo, Philippines, Vietnam, Singapore, Malaysia and of course our gracious host country Thailand.

unfortunately it was such an intensive training that I did not even get to leave the hotel building..way too tired.

hence, all the pics you see here are kinda limited..but it was fun.

what kinda training?... one where you mesti kena marah sebab dah jadi boss pun still tak tahu proper sales technique...apa kejadah kan?

4 August 2007

4 August 2007 my brother got hitched .... miss him so much. Got so used to having him at home lying in front of the TV watching Transformers. Good luck and I wish you all the wonderful stuff that you are about to go through and learn in your new life.

Dont be a stranger ya. Kalau kalau rindu tu, you know la where I am.............kat opis:)